i feel . i have hurted some people .. just because they came in wrong time or wrong situation
i am forget to take care of their heart .. i just taking focus of the chaos situation in my heart, my life ..
i knew, may be they came as a solution for taking me out of there .. but i felt they asked me with wrong way
i just confussed with all of that and finally i choosed to cut all
i rejected them and i tried to protect my self wit my own way
i just thought that i need to be alone in that time
now
i just realize that i did wrong way too
the way i protected my self , in that same way, i hurted my self
till now .. the pain is still be there .. my hand can't take cure of that .. all i do aren't produce a better movement
and i just realize that i did wrong way too ,, in the way i rejected them
i feel empty, now , i almost give up
and i wanna declare that for trully, i need them back
. . . . .
would you all forgive me ?