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Rabu, 23 Januari 2013

would you . .

i feel . i have hurted some people ..  just because they came in wrong time or wrong situation
i am forget to take care of their heart  ..  i just taking focus of the chaos situation in my heart, my life ..
i knew, may be they came as a solution for taking me out of there ..  but i felt they asked me with wrong way
i just confussed with all of that  and finally i choosed to cut all
i rejected them and i tried to protect my self wit my own way
i just thought that i need to be alone in that time

now
i just realize that i did wrong way too
the way i protected my self , in that same way, i hurted my self
till now .. the pain is still be there ..  my hand can't take cure of that  ..  all i do aren't produce a better movement 

and i just realize that i did wrong way too ,,  in the way i rejected them

i feel empty, now , i almost give up
and  i wanna declare that for trully, i need them back

. . . . .
would you all forgive me ?